so i got really drunk last night at the club. made out with three different girls. at the same time. made some other girls cry. made this boy sad. people are upset with me. i hate them, school will be awkward for awhile now. i don’t hate them. i don’t remember skyping 8. i dropped my laptop afterwards. hopefully i was not loud. hopefully my host parents still love me. hopefully. i feel awkward and i don’t like it. i mean, i came here to have fun.